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Rising from depression (like a skyscraper~)

Gosh, now I realise how much my blog posts are about studies/ self-motivations. Lol. Is that all my life is about? What about the beautiful moments in my daily life? I failed to record them all. Dang it. This is not how I intend to manage my blog. I wanted to show the power and charisma of words; Its ability to preserve memories and make me grow in the process of writing. More importantly, it trains me to embrace the beauty of life and appreciate all emotions. Maybe it's the time constraint. Or maybe it's just me. So often, I choose not to reflect much on my daily life but happily go on with it. Is this the way I've changed? Is it good or bad? Life might seem simpler this way, but I think I lost a valuable asset. * * * Anyways. The depressing study week is here. I was all motivated this morning but it didn't stay for long. Guess I really need more determination. Mental strength too. The successful ones will keep holding on till the end. Think abou...

十月围城

mid-sem break 就这样要结束了 结果完全没有读到书  用来做assignment就够了 想担心大考都没时间 要先担心开学后的presentation 和小考等等 其实我很想偷懒 今天边做功课边听歌  还蛮喜欢苏打绿和萧敬腾的几首歌 其实我还有在追戏 每逢星期六都守在电视机前看<成均馆绯闻> 一看就是四小时 希望我还能继续追完它啦  它现在已经是我精神上的慰籍了 其实我有时会想哭 可是每每到了这个时候 我发现更可悲的是 我的眼睛太干了  根本就流不出眼泪 == 其实我很想放纵自己 所以现在才会来这里荡荡秋千吧  最近习惯夜睡了 其实多数时候我的心是平静的 还有四个星期就考试了却还没开始读书 我这是准备一死的心态  还是在逃避呢 其实 我到底是累了 还是根本就不敢去想呢 复杂的心情  真的是  唉